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Ok lets see what should I type..Nothing really exciting has happened in the last month to me it's been pretty much the same.Let's see I got my hair cut finally now that winter is gone and don't need the extra hair on my head to keep warm.I saw my nieces on Easter Sunday it was just great to see them i wish they still lived in town.I haven't really been rping at all I just don't see the point any more so I've been finding other things to do like going to friends,face painting and playing games.I remember when I looked forward to rping and everyone looked out for each other like family I miss that feeling.I found out that one of my friends who I haven't talk in awhile is getting married Congrats Liz I'm happy for you.I'm also been thinking of my Big Sis a lot and sending her good thoughts I miss her every time she's on Yahoo I hope I'll be able to chat with her soon.I'm starting swimming Lessons again on Wednesday I'm looking forward to them its always very relaxing.Oh I almost forgot my Friend Jenna wants to do face painting with me again it was a lot of fun the last time.I'll make sure we take pics so I can share them with people.I'm hopefully going to Canada's wonderland this year its been awhile since I've been there.I did some more faces their under the link if you want to look.Well that's all I can think of to type take care all.

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Well I thought since its been a month I would post something just in case people missed me.I've just been feeling kind of down and invisible lately so I've been keeping to myself.I was at Jim's all March Break just hanging out and playing games it was one of the best weeks I've had in awhile I really needed it.I baby sat my nieces the Thursday before the break it was so great spending time with them.I spoiled them a little to by letting them stay up and play video games with me.The only thing I wasn't to happy with is my brother in law wanted me to stay and watch them during the march break with out asking me he just assumed I had nothing better to do.I'm sorry but I'm nobody's slave and I won't put up with it at all I was promised a ride home the next day not a week later.I really haven't been rping at all on mirc I just can't seem to get into it any more If nobody is chatting with me I don't stay on long at all theirs no point.One of the games in play in died it sucks I enjoy rping in the game its really to bad.I lost everything on my computer again I got mostly everything back now except my mirc logs.They were like memories to me I always reread them they made me smile.I have no idea what happened I turned my computer on and had a HDD error so I tried to fix it with out opening my computer.Of course that didn't work so I tried using a different hard drive but that didn't work so I put the old drive back in and did the thing I was trying not to do and formatted it.So Yeah it works now I hate formatting so much I'm going to update or get a better computer when I have the money.a few nice things have happened to me in the last little while I found a new bed which I needed badly and a padded chair to sit on oh and I got my X-box modded for free so I've been playing it a lot more.I'm thinking of sighing up again for swimming lessons again I really enjoyed them and I miss being in the water its so relaxing.I did two faces to they were requests from people on the Cats from I'm on.both faces turned out ok.I will always love face painting you get to look like something else for a bit its wearable art.Well my tv show is on take care

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So I thought I would post something in hopes that it will help get rid of my blahness.well I lost everything on my computer all of my pics,music and book marks.I used a xp recovery cd thinking it would get back all of my missing files...Well it did that but I lost everything on my C drive.The hardest thing to get back will be my music I'm never touching anything on my computer ever again.I had a fun weekend at Jim's again I needed it winter is dragging me down.On Wed I did two faces they turned out really good I'm happy with them I'll post the links after I'm done writing.I do have some good news my Moms sister is doing much better the tumors are shrinking my Mom is really happy about it.Things are good here I just haven't been able to fall asleep at night its not all of the time I slept good on Sunday.Well that's all I can think of to type take care.


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I'm sitting here not doing much and decided to update some.I had a bit of a busy week last week I had the flu on Monday it was only 24 hours then I spent Tuesday recovering.Wed I went and did some running around downtown and helped my sister set up her new bed.I missed my one show but I got to watch Lost.Thursday I was so tired that I slept late and totally forgot I had to take out the trash I didn't remember till later on there was alot to take out.Friday till Sunday I went over to Jim's and played games late it was fun I do that every weekend.I found a new mattress on Sat I really needed a new bed I wasn't sleeping good on my old broken bed.They only problem with staying late at Jim's is that I don't do face painting so I'm got to find another day to do it on I'm going to try for Wed.I need to start doing face painting again.I've done 2 in the last little while the links are at the bottom.Today I got to spend time with my nieces it was so great to see them again.They were here early I took a nap after they went home I was tired.I'm thinking of getting a new wig from Ena I was going to last month but then my xbox died on me she offered to make me a full costume so I'm think I'm going to start getting it bit by bit.Then I'll be able to wear it to a con or a costume party.I'm worried about my Big Sis I have been since I read her Lj I really hope things get better for her.Well that's all I can think of to type take care all.

P.s for my Big Sis how I got started doing face painting.it started on Halloween when I went out with Jim and his kids they were all dressing up and I thought why not it will be fun.I still have fun with it you get to look like someone else for awhile its art as well I've always loved drawing etc.

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I want to wish a very happy Birthday to neko_indi.She is an amazing person I'm so lucky to have her as a friend Happy Birthday Indi I hope you have a really great day.

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I thought since its been ages I would post something.Lets see I had a nice Christmas I got socks and a few things I need I didn't really want anything the only thing I wanted was to see my necises.They came over on Boxing Day it was so great to spend time with them.We went to park hill to see family it was really nice its surprising how people change so much when you only see them once a year.My Brother in Law hurt his Thumb in a machine at work and had surgery done on it he can't go back to work for a few weeks now.My Mom sister has cancer and is having treatments done She isn't doing to good I hope she will get better its really hard on my Mom I'm doing all I can to help her out shes been through a lot.I've been trying not to be Blah during winter by playing games and watching movies its been helping some I still haven't felt like doing a new face for awhile now.I really should get back into face painting soon maybe I'll trying doing a simple face in a few days.I'm having a full costume made for me I thought why not its my money and the bills are always payed and we always have food in the house.It's something I'm looking forward to having made for me and Ena is so amazing I can't thank her enough.I'll put a pic of what it will look like at the end along with some really nice scenes from the garou game I play in on mirc.I haven't been rping alot lately just once in awhile just once in awhile.I'm not going to join a 100 games I'm happy with just playing in 1 game.I have lots to do now I got 3 games for my xbox for $10,the new alone in the dark brand new for $12,lego batman for my psp for $20 and 3 controllers for $5 each.I still need to get my xbox fix it still doesn't want to turn on and I'm not going to try to fix it.I get frustrated with rping sometimes and need a break from it.I'm going to try my best not to let things get to me and just try to have fun and enjoy life Well that's All I have to type for now.I'll try and post more often take care

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I want to wish Happy Holidays to everyone and I hope you have a nice Christmas.

I want to wish a very happy Birthday to noctregryps I hope you have a really great day *hugs lots*

nooo I'm boring...

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Since winter started I been feeling blah I do every year it happens no matter what i do it doesn't go away.I have my last swimming lesson on Wednesday I'm going to miss the lessons I decided that I'm going to do face painting on Wed.I need to do more fun stuff think it will help get rid of the winter blahs.I did a face on Thursday I lost all of the pictures but one I have no idea what happened it turned out good.I'm not one for Christmas or new years I haven't been for awhile.I'm nice all year round to my family and friends I just get a little grouchy and blah during winter time till spring.I've been rping in Ls more I'm enjoying it I really like my pc Garrett.I haven't been playing my Pc Tasha lately people kind of ran her down and how I was playing her it just made me not want to play her any more.I quit a game to it wasn't working out for me.Things are good with me beside feeling blah I get to baby sit my nieces at the End of Jan because My Mom Sister and Brother in law are driving up to Keswick.They are going to see my Mom's Sister who isn't doing good I hope she will be better soon.Mu Aunt has Cancer I hope they will be able to get rid of it I don't want to lose anthour family member to it.My Big Sis husband is in the hospital having tests done I hope he will be good and home soon with his family I know they miss him a lot.Well that's all I have to type take care all



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i would like to wish a very happy Thanks giving to all of my friends in the states and England to I hope you have a really nice time with your Familys.

Yes another short lj post.I thought since I'm just playing my ps2 and sort of rping I would post something.I'm sort of over not going to Thunder bay with Jim I was really looking forward to getting out of the city for awhile.But oh well nothing I can do about it at least I still have my swimming lessons for a bit.Lately if no body is talk to me on mirc or if I'm not rping I leave and do something else.I just don't see the point of sitting there and doing nothing when I have lots to do.The last few nights I've been watching movies tonight I decide to do face painting since it's been awhile I think it turned out really good.I'm going to do more Hambury faces I like the way they look.I think I'm going to be lazy and have someone else make my next costume.But it won't be till after Christmas and I need to save up some money for it.I got to talk to my Nieces on Sunday it was so great I miss them so much I'm going to go up and see them when I have the money to.My Dream Cast was a good buy I play it a lot and everyone likes it Jim always wants to play old games or worms.Well that's all I can think of to post there's pics of the face I did if you want to see take care.

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I'm heading to Thunder Bay 5 am in the Morning with Jim to keep him company I hope it will be a nice trip.I haven't been any where in a long time I'm going to miss my Family and Friends a lot.Don't worry I have no plans on moving that far away ever my Home is here.I will see everyone when I get back in a few days take care *hugs*

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Well Jim called and said we're not going cause it's going to cost to much money.I'm disappointed I was really looking forward to it.Oh Well what can you do.

I want to wish a very happy Birthday to kellyfaerie I hope you will have a really great day.=^-^=

I am bored so I thought I would put Cats on my lj for people to watch I didn't make it or anything I just wanted to share its a bit shorter then the dvd but it's still good enjoy.=^-^=

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Ok since I'm in a bit of a good mood swimming always puts me in a better mood. I thought I would post something.I've just been relaxing and playing games lately oh and hanging out with Jim playing retro games.I've been thinking a lot about my friends who I haven't talk to online for awhile I miss them a lot and I hope they miss me to.My friends and family mean so much to me and I hate when I don't see them I like keeping in touch with everyone.I hate when their not on mirc Yahoo or msn.I did 2 faces one on Sat and one on Monday I think they both turned out good I never know what face to do so I've been going back and re doing the faces that didn't turn out good the first time I did them.I still need to re paint the seems on my costume brown I might do that tomorrow for my next costume I'm going to be lazy and have someone make it for me.But that wont be for awhile I need to safe up some money.I've been rping on and off lately some times its fun other times my pc sits and does nothing.That's ok I got lots to do like play games or watch movies or the 2 shows I watch.I might be going to thunder bay with Jim on the 17th he has to write some tests and ask if I would come along and keep him company.I don't mind at all and I haven't been any where in awhile now.things are good with me but I'm not looking forward to winter it depresses me till spring comes.So I'm might be a little cranky or grouchy for awhile.Well that's All I have to post for now their are the pics under the cut if you want to take a look take care


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I want to wish dark_red_raven and tkitch a very happy birthday and I hope you both have a great day.

I was over at Jim's tonight playing games and we talked a little about Josh we both miss him a lot it kind of felt let he was there with us.Jim told me that this was the song he was listening to when I called him that Day i just thought I would share it.Josh where ever you are I hope your in a better place you will always be miss my Friend and I hope we will meet again one day.

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late

This world will never be, what I expected.
And if I don't belong who would have guessed it?
I will not leave alone everything that I own
to make you feel like it's not too late.
It's never too late.

Even if I say "It will be all right,"
still I hear you say you want to end your life...
Now and again we try to just stay alive.
Maybe we'll turn it around,
'cause it's not too late.
It's never too late.

No one will ever see this side reflected. And if there's something wrong, who would have guessed it...?
And I have left alone everything that I own.
To make you feel like it's not too late.
It's never too late.

Even if I say "It will be all right,"
still I hear you say you want to end your life.
Now and again we try to just stay alive.
Maybe we'll turn it around,
'cause it's not too late.
It's never too late...

The world we knew won't come back.
The time we've lost can't get back.
The life we had won't be ours again.

This world will never be what I expected.
And if I don't belong.

Even if I say "It will be all right,"
Still I hear you say you want to end your life.
Now and again we try to just stay alive.
Maybe we'll turn it around
'cause it's not too late.
It's never too late.

Maybe we'll turn it all around
'cause it's not too late.
It's never too late.(It's never too late!)
It's not too late.
It's never too late.